Just lost my SEO Job

Oh man this was so LAMEEEE!!! So I was on my vacation (Working for a startup for the past 4 months) and then I get an email that says the company is no more. It sucks because I had everything so plaed out and wanted to move to a new apartment as well, etc The ppl were great, what we were doing was awesome but our bosses couldn't secure an investment for us to continue.

It made me realize that I MUST find a way to monetize on my own. I've been kicking ass as far as SEO goes (Which is my only main skill) and now I just can't rely on other companies to support myself, my dreams and my family.

At the same time I was working on a site on my own using PBNs so I want to continue that. It just sucks to go out and do job search especially as a high level SEO but I know that this time (Previous times as well), I brought this on myself (By not taking control of my financial future). Its sucks - rrrrr - I'm a super positive person but realistic as well. I just hate that feeling of no-income you know (Yes I will get EI and Yes it seems like I'll get one more paycheck - not sure but I think so) however, the feeling of not being in control and it just SUCKS! The thing is I'm out here in Japan and the last two / 5 times I was here, I wasn't working and it SUCKED! This time I was so happy and relived that I have a cool decent paying job to go back to and the wife and I were actually enjoying it. Myself especially but just a couple days before the vacation came to an end . . . especially for me after this news.

The only issue I have with SEO is your skills are only as good if someone needs them. We were getting tremendous organic growth (All thanks to me) month after month but to no avail cuz we couldn't secure an investment . . .

Has someone been through this situation and then completely tued their life around?

I need some success stories guys (From this forum) and if you know anyone looking for a high level seo (Someone with supplement and Pharma experience).

I need to change my life. I'm done with this losing jobs every couple years nonsense (Crappy company, no investor, etc). Anyone here offers coaching? I have the skills to rank sites (White hat / Grey) but I need to roll with some hustlers who are making a positive change in their lives and of their loved ones using SEO.

This time, I refuse to put my goals (Music production , Youtube Chael, 20 site awesome PBN, etc) on the sidelines . . . I need some solutions.

Thanks for letting me share . . . Please inspire me. Thx!